Sweet Memoirs 0f mA LifE

Well, Well, Well, I know its being too late for people and too early for me to peek into mA life...

I promise I wont let you people down. So, here's the best part of my life...going live before you...

And for all those philosophers and astrologers and whosoever told that people may fall in love a maximum number of SEVEN times in one life...

So the girls in mA life include:

Tiki - Childhood Imaginations.

Rama - Adolescence essence.

Debabala Senapati - The girl I cried for the first time.

The Unnamed girl in the train - While travelling from Bhubaneswar to Tata for Scout Exam.

Sarita - College life - No Proposing - No Love.

Janet Elayne Forward - The girl whose memories I still cherish.

Rozalin Pattnaik - Proposing on the last day of Engineering did'nt make any sense.

Nivedita Pradhan - Confused whether I was really in love with.

Anita Thomas - While travelling from Bangalore to Bhubaneswar in Prashanti Express with Bismaya, after failing in MBA entrance Exam.

Swapna - One year, together, and we never proposed each other.

Marina Valerina D'Souza - The girl who taught me what's exactly Love is and for whom I still cry for sometimes . Taught me everything what I needed to know and in details.

Christabelle D'souza - She can give you or for that matter anyone the best 'Ummmm' ever... No expectations but a lot of cribbing for Love...The Best Girl I know.

Sukanti Mahananda - No definition for this girl as I know she would be the best wife one will get. The only thing I repent is I may not.

Sipika Sahu - An illusion who never came out of imagination.

Nandini - I do really wish you get a much better guy than me - you simply deserve more.


Come meet me and I'll prove all your theories and concepts about love to be wrong... The number of girls in ma life is still counting (I'm just 28 years Young) and believe me except for a few I'm still in touch with almost all of them.

I can be in love with two girls simultaneously and with equal passion. I can be nice with them and be nice all over again cause I can't hurt them for whatever reason. I can forget my past, be in a relation with a new girl and still cherish memories of my past girlfriend.

The only thing I know is to spread love, treat a girl as good as I can and wish to be with all of them forever...

Love Letters

I really love to write letters. I always prefer a mail than an Email. This is just one of the many thousand letters I've written to different people in my life. I just thought this might turn as a good content for my blog. The idea got into my head lately and I dont have copies of any of the previous letters written by me. However, I promise after today, I'll save a copy of each and every letter and post it here...

This one I wrote to a girl (my cousin) who loves me and still hates me...May be the last letter I'll ever write to her...

Hi Sipi,

I hope you're fine.

Thanks for everything that you and your family bestowed up on me. There will be some special moments which I can never forget in my life...I really loved playing around with Neha and Sneha. More than that I really loved and will miss most the moments I spent with your Granny. Tankara Aanchal re muhan pochhiba...tanku gela kariba...tanka kolare muhan luchei soiba...

I wasn't able to meet Abhas, however, he must be a nice gentleman. I really never thought I will be able to see you ever...however, at last I saw you...And infatuated by your looks? Nah....Hope you know whats infatuation is and what is love...

Infatuation is when you see someone very beautiful and just go by his or her looks...Love is when you start liking someone even without seeing him or her...I never saw you before this time. Before meeting you I never thought how you might be looking, how you might behave and how is your family?

I just had one thing in my mind that I'm going to meet someone ...someone who is a part of my family and still so far since we were born...Mun kebala etiki chahin thili je mun tumaku, tuma family ku jauta mor bi gote family...Biswas kara ba na kara....Kalyani nani ra bahaghra parjyanta mun jani bi nathili je mor aau gote mausi ghar achhi boli. Je mor aau gote Mamu ghar achhi boli...Mun jete bele janili je haan mor di di ta Mamu Ghar..Mor ahuri bi mausi mane achhanti....I was so excited...

Mun kete chesta karithili tuma family bisyare janiba payin, Katapali bisayare janiba payin...Haan may be there are differences between your and my family. May be my family and your family doesn't like each other...May be...Karana real story ta mun janichi..jete bele Alka mote kahila je kahinki mor maa Katapali Jaanti nahin...Kahinki Bui nani eka katapali jae aau mote aau Kuni ku mana kara hue...I just thought lets try to link up the broken chain between our families.

Kan seita mor bhul?Haan may be eita mor bhul hei thai pare je mun tike deri karideli...Afterall guys grow up much later than girls.

Jaha hau, mun bahut khusi je mun banchi thiba bhitare mote Alka bhaliya gote sister millila je mote bahut bhal paye. Deepak bhaliya gote bhai milila je sabu bele mo kapdaa be dhoi diye.

Bodh hue eei mor last email tumaku, bodh hue yaa pare mun kebhe bi Bolangir gale bi tuma ghara ku jibini...Bodh hue mun Abhas bhainku kebe bi dekhi paribini face to face...bodh hue eei last dekha ta hin mor tuma sahita first aau last dekha eei jiban re...

Kintu sei gote din Mar 27th of 2008 smruti hei ki rahi jiba mo manare...jau dina mun tuma ghare rahili aau Sneha Neha sahita khelili aau ete majaa karili aai sathire...

Mun bahut khusi je at least mo life bhitare mun khojiki payili Kalyani Nani, Manisha Nani, Gayatri Nani, Deepak, Alka, Anil, Rajani Nani, Sunita, Sneha, Neha,OmPrakash dada and Biswadev, Buiswaraaj dada etc

Khali jadi bakii rahi gala ta kebala...tume...

Girls

In My Life

"Planks of wood brought together by waves of sea, stayed together for sometime, and drifted apart from each other by the same waves that brought them close"

This was my first trial of Khushwant singh & it was a cherishing memory to recall the circumstance I had gone thru while reading his book.

Inspired by Mr. Khuswant Singh and his character "Mohan Kumar" from "The Company Of Women", I've decided to put down on paper everything about "The Girls in My Life".

Well you can say its a recluse or even a self chatter. For me it will be like going down the lanes of memory and re-discovering myself - the way I behaved, the way they behaved with me and what led to the bond or breakage between us.

I have met a lot of girls in my life:
Some are still in touch.
Some I want to be in touch but whom I have lost in the darkness of time.
Some might be searching for me but I haven't given them enough time to find me.
Some I love so dearly but who dumped me for reasons unknown.
Some who love me but I don't wish to get along with for reasons unknown.

However, unlike Mr. Khuswant Singh in "The Company of Women", I promise, I wont write anything from a third party angle. I mean there will be no "Mohan Kumar" to cover me for what I have done.


The list will include all the girls - I mean all of them who crossed my way till date. The story will include all vivid memories - true to the heart even if it is explicit or exclusive or sensuous or embarrassing.

I know most of them won't spare me for being so open - but it will be as it was. My age even may not permit me to be so open at this stage of my career, however, it will be something close to my heart which will give solace to this wanderlust soul.

Mr. Khuswant Singh - after all I know it was you and not Mohan Kumar who was the main character in "The Company of Women".